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living with PANDAS, not the furry ones…

Why so many hard times? January 11, 2010

Filed under: Uncategorized — pandasmom @ 4:17 am

It is still hard to tell if this is a blip or whether the infusion has run its course.  Things are definitely not good for A.  Tonight at dinner she was a complete wreck and was unable to keep it together to even take her first bite.  After she recovered enough to only cry (rather than all the things that usually accompany these meltdowns) at the table she asked John “Why am I having so many hard times"?  I almost burst into tears right there.  It is so sad to see that she can tell when things aren’t right.  In a way, I would rather she was oblivious to it all and only John and I had to know.  C definitely notices, that’s for sure.  She just sits quietly at the table, eating, and says “Poor, A is having a hard time.”


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